Confused me!!

 Sometimes I feel I am so blessed 😀

Sometimes I feel no body wants me😂

Sometimes I feel my wisdom is in right direction 🙂

Sometimes I feel my divine forces are helping me😊

Sometimes I feel then why I am suffering 😂

Sometimes I feel so motivated 😊

Sometimes I feel I already lost my spark😂

Sometimes I feel I am helping others😃

Sometimes I feel no body is helping me😂

I experience my mood shifting like a pendulum from being blessed to being demotivated so very often😊😂

How to stop this oscillating pendulum 

Fix it tightly just in the place where it

Feels like being the blessed one always 

Will I be able to achieve this ..only time can say 🙂

Sometimes I wish someone would post a comment 

And make me feel good a little for writing all

Nonsense 🤣 

That's the confused me , playing and not listening to my wisdom at times 😔 😭