I was never too ambitious in my engineering days. I just wanted a job to be a working woman. Money was never my priority. Some amount and a good happy life was my desire.
I wanted to be in a position where I could be able to take decision as per my will to work or not to work. My desires were to be able to buy chocolates, books and magazines for myself after I have a job.
These were my simple desires for a happy life. I did that in early days of my career. I could buy chocolates as many as I wanted but I also prioritised my health. So, never really ate many chocolates. And bought magazines and books to pass my time.
But, life had other plans. It put me into such difficult situations that I could not give that emphasis on my career a lot.
However, my career was the real balance maker in my life. It was where I found myself busy in something meaningful and with people who either motivated me or came to me for help. Listening to my subordinates and working on tips and tricks from my superiors was the subtle balance in my otherwise mundane life.
But, in my life before one big problem gets over another comes up. And I had to leave my job because the situation demanded it badly. I miss that subtle balance in my life which my career bridged. Well I will try to get back and restart. Being all hopeful that I too will get a second chance. And this time I will give it back and spend it on things that truly brings out best in me. Fingers crossed 🤞.
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