A Prayer of Pain!!

 Dear God above, I come to you,

With a heavy heart and a mind askew.

In this journey where shadows intertwine,

I seek a moment, a sign, a way to align.

Each dawn breaks, a new day unfolds,
Yet in my soul, a longing holds.
The choices you’ve crafted, so hard to embrace,
I struggle to find joy, to find my place.

I question the paths that seem to diverge,
The dreams left unspoken, the hopes that submerge.
With every heartache, with every tear,
I wonder, dear God, if you truly hear.

In silence, I whisper, amidst all my strife,
Why does this struggle define my life?
The weight of discontent, it pulls me down,
In a sea of despair, I sometimes drown.

But in the depths of my restless night,
I yearn for your wisdom, your guiding light.
If there's a purpose in this painful grind,
Show me the lesson, unshackle my mind.

Help me to see through this veil of despair,
To find in my trials a strength that’s rare.
Though frail I may feel, in this battle I stand,
With a heart yearning for a more loving hand.

God, let me trust in the journey ahead,
To find peace in the choices, though heavy the tread.
If life is a canvas, painted with pain,
Let me embrace color, even through rain.

I offer my sorrow, my fear, my plea,
In hopes of discovering a purpose in me.
With every breath, I seek to survive,
Help me to thrive, God, help me to thrive.