The year was full of surprises, both good and bad. It showed me that life doesn't always go as planned. Sometimes things happen that we don't want, and sometimes things we really want don't happen.
Happy times and sad times don't last forever. People can come and go, no matter how close we are to them. But some people stay, even when things aren't perfect.
The biggest lesson I learned is that I have to rely on myself. If I don't take care of myself, no one else will.
This year felt like a repeat of 2010-11. I experienced the same pain and loneliness, even though I was surrounded by people. I found myself thinking about the past and remembering good times.
I kept asking myself the same questions, over and over again. I realized that I will always miss what I lost years ago. Even though I know it doesn't help, I still miss that special bond.
I know I'm a very emotional person and I'll have to deal with these feelings. It's a tough reality, but it's who I am. I cried a lot, just like I did in 2010.
Some years are so similar, it's hard to forget them. Life goes on, but losing someone dear can affect you at any time. That's what I've learned.
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